Short love letter!

Hello sir,

It had been seven months since we met. I had it a much concern about my past four months, with you when we had those nice moments after the honey moon at the city garden for the 2 weeks. Hopefully you remember it.

Though nowadays Mom, Dad and my other siblings ask me a lot of questions about why I am loosing so much weight and appetite I always find myself being paranoid and Narcissistic in my behavior.

Honestly, I am always in tears, pretending to lay down my head every long nights yet I can not always be happy seeing my friend pregnant at workplace, yet it is killing me more and more.

I will be a liar and pretending if I told you I am fine or doing well. 

A reminder about our time together while we were dating makes me feel better later stressful. 

It was obvious that you hit a right button about asking us to have a trial ticktack, to see if I would ever conceive or not. All are about our dating time I can remember such comic chats seeming minute. To me I think words are powerful.

I wish I had taken your advice something so serious and considerably a priority. Maybe by now it wouldn't be such imperfect tense feeling maybe 🤔.

Honestly, I am always in tears when pretending to lay my head down to try sleeping, yet I can't always be happy seeing my friend pregnant at workplace, it is killing me the more.

I wish I had taken your advice something so serious and considerably a priority. 

Now i am here feeling like being insulted, more worse I don't feel like a woman no more.

I also remember the time you told me to go home and get some rest, now here I am home. I can now confirm that I didn't want to inform you about what Mom shared to us about how long it took her to conceive our elder sister Pecha.

 I just wanted to let you know one secret since I am the immediate follower to her, I might be carrying the same gene of dominant recessive hormones from Mom and I can't tell whether I can conceive or when I will conceive. 

My only concern as of now would be a piece of advice if this letter would be a virus to any other girls out there and not yet married, trying to fail is better than failing to try.

I promise not to mess up advising any other girls who seek my advice from now and onwards.

Thanks,

Yours sincerely,

Cc. Honey_Hubby_Sweetheart.

Spokewill always passionate about your life.